Oh that demon inside of me. Do you make yourself known? When the switch flips south and light exits the room you attack my thoughts without mercy. Your resolve and will is perfect. You drive your ambitions deep within my soul. And there I lay, the monster inside playing around inside me like a wrecking ball. You exist in all of my doubt about life and tear me apart the more I really attempt to run from you.
But I'll fight no longer, only to warmly embrace your presence. Does this baffle you? Does this make you weep at the thought of the grip you once had that exists no longer? You held onto me so perfect and so tight due to my incapability to see that the battle increased your strength. Like quicksand I sunk the more I rapidly moved. But like I announced before, I embrace the darkness now.
Things have changed. I can see well now that darkness can deliver light. There isn't any fear in this heart anymore in regards to you showing up. Why? Because you are here...right here deep inside of me. Not walled out from me any longer. Not pushed away. Just here with me. Present. Actually present.
I really am finally mindful of what you really are and who you turned me into. I'm not attempting to fool any person any longer by showing them a grin on my face. No, I will just be myself. So I tip my cap to you to all those times you cut me down. Now, let's take a walk and work this thing out. I would like to hear what you say about all of the years of the past. How proud are you? How much fun did you have? Are you pleased with your accomplishments? Maybe I will be able to even clap to your success?
But we are moving on and this is the start of a long relationship. I am going to start talking with you for the 1st time. But now, my decisions are primarily based on light. It's really time to begin to live my life and make the best calls I am able to. But I know that I must talk with you...oh devil deep within. You can show me a path that absolutely is worth exploring in of its own. You can show me places I have always been frightened to go. But to ignore you further would be out of idiocy. Shame. Fear.
So let's take a walk. I want to hear what you have got to say.
But I'll fight no longer, only to warmly embrace your presence. Does this baffle you? Does this make you weep at the thought of the grip you once had that exists no longer? You held onto me so perfect and so tight due to my incapability to see that the battle increased your strength. Like quicksand I sunk the more I rapidly moved. But like I announced before, I embrace the darkness now.
Things have changed. I can see well now that darkness can deliver light. There isn't any fear in this heart anymore in regards to you showing up. Why? Because you are here...right here deep inside of me. Not walled out from me any longer. Not pushed away. Just here with me. Present. Actually present.
I really am finally mindful of what you really are and who you turned me into. I'm not attempting to fool any person any longer by showing them a grin on my face. No, I will just be myself. So I tip my cap to you to all those times you cut me down. Now, let's take a walk and work this thing out. I would like to hear what you say about all of the years of the past. How proud are you? How much fun did you have? Are you pleased with your accomplishments? Maybe I will be able to even clap to your success?
But we are moving on and this is the start of a long relationship. I am going to start talking with you for the 1st time. But now, my decisions are primarily based on light. It's really time to begin to live my life and make the best calls I am able to. But I know that I must talk with you...oh devil deep within. You can show me a path that absolutely is worth exploring in of its own. You can show me places I have always been frightened to go. But to ignore you further would be out of idiocy. Shame. Fear.
So let's take a walk. I want to hear what you have got to say.
About the Author:
Evan Sanders is the author of The Words Of Encouragement a website dedicated to spreading encouraging words to everyone who visits and giving them a reason to continue chasing after their dreams. If you are stuck in a rough place, perhaps dealing with that devil within right now, please read these quotes about depression. They will help. A lot.
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